October 7, 2013: 9:17
I try not to complain or gripe in these posts as I don’t want pity, but I’m so sick and tired of severe pain every day of my life. Be it my stomach or my back that are always hurting or the various other aches and pains I have, I’m just getting tired and grinning and bearing it.
I don’t think anyone really understand how much I hurt. I know there’s not much anyone can do, but I’m tired of it. Don’t worry, I’m not going to do anything drastic, I just had to gripe and complain.
I’m just so tired of hurting so bad it takes every ounce of strength I have not to scream out in pain. But this had been going on for years on a daily basis. Pain so bad it nauseates me. Not being able to do nearly anything I want to do in life. I guess it is what it is.