It has been quite a while since I last posted on this blog. I simply haven’t had the motivation or inspiration to do so.
It’ll be Christmas in a few days and I’m struggling to get into the Christmas spirit – I just can’t seem to get motivated for it this year. Ever since my Grandmother passed away, it’s been a tough time for our family as we always came together at her house for some sort of Christmas dinner, however that tradition no longer exists. I’m not quite sure what I’ll be doing on Christmas day – I don’t really have any plans as of yet.
Yesterday I went to Pooler and gave my mother a bicycle for Christmas and adjusted it for her – she seems to be enjoying it. It is much better than walking a few miles at 4am in the morning to work, however she still needs to be careful as it’s not really safe outside anywhere that early in the morning. They don’t have a lot, so I was glad to be able to give her something that she can actually use.
I also generally come up with a set of new year resolutions, however I do not know if I am even going to try this year, as I am never able to actually fulfill many of them, so it’s honestly rather useless in a sense. I can look back at lists from years ago, one in particular that is the oldest (2007) and can see that my resolutions have pretty much stayed the same over the years, give or take.
I just hope that 2014 will be better than 2013. That’s what I always say – but I guess I shouldn’t get my expectations too high.
I have a few medical tests scheduled for January – a colonoscopy and an upper endoscopy, perhaps the tests will reveal something that they were not previously aware of.
As for prayer, please pray that something will lift this depression I’ve had recently. It’s from a combination of different things that I don’t feel like going into presently. I’ll try to update this blog more often, however I cannot make any promises.